Bla...bla...bla...

i haven't been writing much lately. it's not as thou there's no blogging issue to write about, it's just that there were too many things happened at one time so i had unintentionally 'abscond' myself from the blogging world for a while.

having been entrusted to execute a very 'high profile' inquiry recently, i must say that 'it' did affect me mentally and emotionally. i was so deeply taken in to it that i had an emotional block that i lost appetite to blog. people blog for many reasons. i created this blog as a space for me to express myself. my life journal, it captures almost every moments i went through in my life, my ups and my downs, the love of my life, my passion, my obsession. this is the space where i can really express my feelings where in the real world out there (apart from my family members) i had to restrict myself from expressing my true feelings, simply because i'm afraid if i let it go, people might feel hurt. if things get out of control or upsets me, i'd rather chew on it, and express my feelings elsewhere.

so this is where sometimes, when i had a bad day at work, i'd go home and start writing it here. eventhough from the beginning i tried so much not to babble so much about work in this blog, but i find it very difficult not to.

so this time, i ended up babbling about this...