That Boy Of Mine

an old friend of mine who was also my bridesmaid is now in labour. she is due to deliver her 1st child anytime any second from now. we sms-ed petang tadi, the last thing she mention was that shes been admitted, started to feel mild contraction from waist below, 3cm dilate and shes scared to death, contributed to the fact that she might be giving birth to a huge 4kg baby boy. shes afraid that there might be problem in delivering her baby.

it reminds me of my own experience delivering fahmi. some snobbish doctor scolded me because he expected my unborn baby going to be huge. i was at my 36wks back then. "apasal you mau baby besar? nanti susah mau beranak" i feel like slapping his face hard. heyy aku bayar ko bukan untuk marah or buat aku susah ok. anyway bukan susah sangat nak lahirkan fahmi. he was a chubby little baby thou.


budak montel with daddy


why are you crying my baby?
anyway, that was 3 years ago. now my chubby baby has transformed into a lean boy. gone his chubby face and sturdy limbs, i wonder how he lost all that baby fat so easily when i had to starve to death to get slim. hes all grown up now, with his 'mawi' haircut that i detest so much. no i love my boy, but i hate his haircut, thank you to hubby who got his new haircut done at nearby barber shop.

hair on


hair off


hes changed a bit since he came back from the barber. hes acting harsh againts yaya, macam gangstar (read gangster), kasar semacam jer, masa tak shave rambut pun dah macam power rangers. sampai hubby pun regret getting his head shaved. hubby kata next time tak mau botakkan dah... hehehe tau takpe!

he can suap nasi on his own, i'm amaze looking at him scoop nasi into his hands dan suap ke mulut. we've never teach him how to suap nasi, but i realised that my two kids are very attentive, they watch you and they replicate your act. thats how they learn. yaya pun dah pandai suap nasi sendiri, but of course ke mana tumpahnya nasi kalau tidak ke lantai!

i miss my chubby baby, dulu2 masa kecik he needs to be cuddle in order to sleep. nak mama cuddle kalau daddy cuddle sure dia tak tido. i love to cuddle him, so that i can smell him, every baby has his own smell that makes you feel content and tenang je. now hes grown up he doesnt want to be cuddle to sleep, tak macho kot... but every now and then he still claims his 'peluk-peluk' time, which he always gets if yaya is too occupied with whatever shes doing. kalau dia terperasan... habislah 'peluk-peluk' time fahmi.

hes so bubbly lately. bercakap memang petah tapi bahaya ooo… cannot simpan rahsia. last few weeks I took him out with me, shopping. bila balik rumah hubby ask him “mama bawak abang pergi mana hari ni?” he said “pegi jalan2” hubby ask “buat apa?” fahmi said “mama pakai seksi!” whoops! merah padam muka mama.

the other day, sambil rileks watching tv after dinner, fahmi blew up bibik’s secret.

“mama, siang tadi kan, bibik joget joget” heheh this is sumthing new. “bibik joget apa?” fahmi goes “bibik joget dangdut… macam gini macam gini haa” doing his chicken without head dance part goyang2 bum bum tu. bibik shy shy cat kena caught in the act.

even bibik admit that nowadays fahmi dah boleh buat kawan bercerita. yesss… I agree, if hes not in his cranky mood lah.

back to my friend, semoga pija selamat melahirkan... amin...

update: pija safely delivered her 4.1kg baby boy at 4am early this morning thru c-sect. it seems she has a valid reason to worry so much. phewww! i wonder how she carry the 4.1kg in her tummy... shes much much smaller than i am - 16 may @1300hrs

April Is Here

April...

April means birthdays, lots and lots of birthdays to celebrate. April is a significant month coz my precious little princess Wan Soraya Zahirah @ Yaya was born in April. Today, she is two!
My niece, Sharifah Sharina @ Nana was born on 5 April 2005, that was 3 days after yaya's. Another niece, Farah Alya was also born in April, 18. Not to be missed, Ashman @ Man was born on 9 April, he's not a blood relative thou, tapi dah macam adik sendiri.

Teringat balik detik2 menunggu hari kelahiran yaya. She was born 1 week after the due date given by my gynea. My gynea dr siti wanted me to be admitted and induced on 26 march 2005 (due date) but I escaped from the appointment and resume my duty at the office as usual. Pintu rahim belum dilate, plus I don't want to endure another forced labour (after the one I had during fahmi's labour). So, i convinced dr siti to give another week, if within this 1 week takde signs of labour, i will surrender myself in to her hands.

So, dalam masa 1 week tu, ada juga berkira2 nak pi serah diri hari Jumaat, suka sangat kalau dapat lahirkan baby hari jumaat. however since i really don't like 1 April (on that year it falls on friday) so i purposely postpone going to smc for another day. plus hubby pun kata kalau bersalin hari jumaat leceh skit dia tak dapat pi solat jumaat. hahahaaa...
finally on 2 April 2005, bukan setakat i had to endure another forced labour, tapi kena c-sect terus selepas menunggu 2 hours masih tak dilate.

teringat lagi dalam mamai kesan ubat bius lepas kena c-sect sempat lagi tanya nurse "saya dapat baby apa?" sayup2 terdengar jawapan "baby girl..." lepas tu terus terlelap. sekejap lagi terjaga rasa macam conversation dengan nurse tadi macam dalam mimpi, so i ask for the second time. alhamdulillah bersyukur dalam hati bila dengar jawapannya sama.

tak lama lepas tu disorong masuk dalam ward, hubby dah ada menunggu. cepat2 i tanya lagi kat hubby, "anak kita laki ke perempuan, bang?" hubby buat muka terkejut "sayang tak tau ke?" macam mana nak tau, dah 2 jam bersalin i still haven't had the chance to meet my baby, she was sent to the NICU sebab dah hampir lemas. i remember the nurse pat my shoulder and says "puan, lain kali jangan buat macam ni lagi ye?" back to my hubby he says "perempuan..." i said "iye ke?" muka hubby dah semacam "eh ingat abang tak mampu nak kasi girl ke?" hahahahaha part ni rasa nak gelak besar.

it was a delightful surprise for both of us.








to my precious little twinkle Yaya
may you continue to bring wonderful surprises & joy to mama & daddy
we love you so much!

Jantan Terhangat No More

jantan terhangat di pasaran?
siapa lagi klu bukan si getik fahmi. being the only cucu lelaki he was conferred the title "jantan terhangat" by my adik beradik. first cucu was a girl, farah. fahmi the second cucu, then came yaya & nana two more cucu girl for atok & nenek (my parents). my sister wanted to have a baby boy, but last year in february, she gave birth to the 2nd daughter for her and makes a total of 4 girl cucu to my parents. surrounded by all girls, fahmi jadi cucu kesayangan atok & nenek, not to mention kesayangan pak ngah (my brother) also. lagu 'jantan terhangat di pasaran" by kru tengah hot at the time fahmi was born.

so when ros (my sil) got pregnant the 2nd time (actually 4th for her coz she already have 3 surviving kids, 2 from previous marriage), pak ngah was hoping for a boy. to tell the truth i'm actually berdebar2 juga tunggu whether it's going to be a girl or a boy. finally on monday 12 march 2007, a baby boy wieghed 3.75kg was born. Alhamdulillah & wow!

2 title fahmi lupus serta merta. pertama, lupus lah title jantan terhangat di pasaran for fahmi because dia dah ada geng. hubby said habislah lepas ni fahmi dah tak jadi cucu kesayangan. well, i think we have enough love for everybody, i love my kids, all my nieces & nephews (pak ngah's son is not my only nephew, he has one anak tiri lelaki & my sis pun ada one anak tiri lelaki). regardless of whether budak2 ni anak kandung my adik beradik or anak tiri, my arms are always open for more hugs and kisses for them.

kedua, fahmi was born as a chubby baby, weighed at 3.46kg belum pernah ada cucu2 atok & nenek yang lahir seberat dia. walaupun me & my siblings lahir 3 pointer above but paling berat pun around 3.25kg je. at 3 months fahmi was reaching his 6kgs, by 10mths he was already 10kgs, sampaikan my family called him "setoko". we thought 3.46kg tu rekod baby paling berat pernah lahir dalam my family. we never thought that mak ngah yang slim melim tu boleh give birth to a 3.75kg baby last monday! normal delivery plak tu. salute to my sil.

i'm sure pak ngah is over the moon with the baby boy. fahmi pulak he never get to see the baby yesterday ( i took leave and went back to my mom's house yesterday) coz i left him with bibik masa pergi visit mak ngah.

now, uhhh... kena carik hadiah baby plak...